Monday, December 10, 2007

finals, finally

finals time - hard to believe they're here.

took my accounting final today. thank god that class is over.

here's what i'm working on now:














strategy final exam crip sheet.
pretty gross.

looking forward to break. for these reasons, in no particular order: (well, kind of no particular order)
brooklyn, family, dog, friends, bagels, dc, cleveland, utah, skiing, reading, movies, interviews, job hunting, sleeping, celebrating, gift-exchanging, and did i mention sleeping?

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

commitment(s)

are commitments like rules?: meant to be broken?
something tells me they're not.

it's not cute or cheeky when a commitment is broken, the way broken rules can be. when a commitment is forgone, it's rude, irresponsible. disappointing.

and what's more soul curdling than feeling like you've let someone down? not much.
at least, that's how this first born feels.

so, blog: i'm sorry i've broken this commitment. it's one of the ones i actually want to keep. i'll try harder this time around.

anyway. i'm nothing more than a typical first year who has taken on more commitments than she can shake a financial calculator at. between classes, activities, job search, and, um, sleeping, i hardly even know what's going on in the world.

what's this with the armenian genocides again? didn't we decide not to decide this a few years ago?
are we still pissing off russia?
is giuliani really on top in the repub polls?
j lo is pregnant?

i'm a news junkie who hasn't had a hit in days.
withdrawal symptoms include dizziness, fatigue, excessive emotionality, and incoherent and irrelevant additions to cocktail conversations.

but this is life. this is grad school. i know i'll be able to keep all the commitments i've made, i just might sacrifice a little sleep and sanity for them.

which is ok. it's actually quite fun.

off to do some financial modeling before i draw up an agenda for my 9am meeting with my local nonprofit clients, learn about cash flows, and figure out why an increase in F decreases market share.

...that window could sure use some windex...

Monday, September 24, 2007

remember that sesame street song?

"one of these things is not like the other..."

this is the email i received on saturday:




(hard to see, i know, but i'm the 4th from the right.)
(and the only female. so far. unless the elected moose is also a woman.)

nathan and my mom's first question was 'what kind of work did you just get yourself into??'
the answer is: i have no idea.
but i'm looking forward to it...

off to my first official day of the semester. first class: accounting.

soon i'll be dreaming of balance sheets!


Thursday, September 20, 2007

here i am

been meaning to do this blog thingy for a while.

not because i'm bursting at the seams with good things to say...mostly because writing is a good thing.

i always intend to write more. my grandfather is always gently badgering me to. now that i have a reason to write - to stay in touch with friends and family and capture all the bizarre things that i have experienced/will experience while i'm in this strange b-school world - i intend to make myself do it more often.

i think i will be pretty good about posting, because babbling in a blog is a lot better than studying.

by the way, i realize that staying in touch with family and friends in this mass, indirect, electronic way is less than ideal, but it is better than hardly staying in touch at all. right??

ugh. whose idea was this grad school thing, anyway?

also, this more cost effective! instead of using my precious day-time peak minutes to talk with a friend or family member, sweetly calling to inquire about the latest in my life, my well being, or simply to find out whether i'm still alive, i can politely and swiftly direct him/her to this blog!

kidding about that. mostly.

so, actually, my initial intention was to make this thing a-line-a-day sort of affair. meaning: i set the low goal of writing one sentence each day. i figured this would be a surefire way to commit to doing this.

i set that goal on september 4 - 16 days ago - and this is only my second time writing something.
the other entry isn't even digital - i wrote it on a pad and paper.
so vintage!

so anyway. in a nutshell, here's what's up:
orientation was fun and strange and tiring and bizarre. i spent a morning, noon, and night with my section, THE BULLFROGS, going through a week of break-you-down-and-build-you-back-up type activities, including a cheering contest (some of you may recall my fear of the 'spirit fingers' i saw all over the kellogg website before school - yeah, now that's me), a talent show, sports-like activities in an olympics-type-event, scavenger hunts, countless name games, and other ice breakers that i thought i had escaped years ago. you can see photos of the week of events here.

one of our competitive challenges was for each of us to remember the names of every person in our section - there are nearly 70 people in our section. to my great frustration and amusement, the most challenging names for me were not the international ones, like juan fernando yoshikay furukawa (that's one person), rukmini sivaraman, or chutima khajitjit - but the seven white, blonde guys who all look alike and have standard all-american names: brian houston, kent martin, eric butler, andrew murray... it was impossible.

if you're wondering who we were competing against - it was the other first year kellogg sections - the highlanders, turkeys, moose, buckets, big dogs, poets, and cash cows.
yes, cash cows.
uncle richard: please don't disown me.

the week also included a volunteer day in chicago, talking with high school students about their futures.

as well as bad local bars, dancing wildly to bad music, and drinking bad beer.

i like the kellogg culture. people are very involved. it's a school truly run by students - that wasn't just bullshit in the kellogg brochure.

the dean, dipak jain, seems great. he's very well liked by students and faculty. i had the chance to introduce myself to him, which i did, and told him about my connection to mr. minow who had contacted the dean on my behalf. the dean knew instantly who i was and was pleased i said hello. i appreciated that a lot.

so far, so good. no complaints here. i'm tired, a little sleep deprived. but i really like my classmates - i keep remarking to my dad that i can't find anyone to hate - my schedule is decent, and i'm digging chicago.

oh: i'm running for the kellogg student association board to be the representative of the bullfrogs. this is kind of a big responsibility, and i would really like to do it. but i'm running against 4 other people in my section - in fact, i think we have the highest number of candidates of any section. i've been campaigning all week - which has amounted to emailing, writing (70-ish) personal notes, reaching out to people... no speeches, thankfully. we'll see. elections are tomorrow. i think i have a pretty decent shot.

i have my very first grad school final tomorrow (!!!) on the pre-term class on leadership and organizational development i've been taking for the past two weeks. this explains why i've decided to write my first blog post tonight.

i'm going to get back to studying now.

after i vacuum that little spot of dirt off my runner, and dust my desk lamp.

hopefully i'll be back. with more frequent, shorter posts.

i miss everyone.